class

so i think i've got separation anxiety for my summer classes. Mainly because i love my Book of Mormon class and the University Chorale. tomorrow is the last day for both and i cannot concentrate on my paper at ALL.

Also, you know those days where you pray for something really really hard and you think it's exactly what you need, but the Lord doesn't think so and He makes sure you go without it?

This is one of those days.

Guhhhhhhhhhh

Shedding Tears

i haven't really cried since 8th grade. i balled that november, it was terrible. since then, i haven't cried much. like, i'll tear up, but few tears would fall. for me it was frustrating.

a lot has happened leading up to this, like letting go, the good kind. but i've cried more since i got here than i have in the last four year. it's such a relief

love ya

see you soon