The adversary might be smiling now.
but falling hurts, and that's the truth. i want to be the rescue. that hope.
my family has something so awesome... i wish i could show all my friends instead of being the meager person i live as. i'm not talking about music or writing. Come into my home and it's different. I want to give that to people who mean something to me.
That's the burden i'm talking about. How i want to give this to everyone, but it feels so overwhelming when i bring it up, people roll their eyes or glaze over, thinking, "yeah, she's different. Nice and all, but she's not like us."
That's not the only burden. I wish with all our problems, we would carry these things together. I've been in a place recently where i was able to do that. To totally trust people because we weren't afraid of each other and there was this unconditional love. so much you could taste it.
i wanna help my friends here not fall.
lj
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